(Even if you no longer have a womb, from the shamanic perspective, the „aura“ / etheric field of the womb still resides within you.) And today I want to speak about the pain that our bodies carry. No matter if we were born male or female, we all are connected to the womb, especially the cosmic womb.
Men also have an etheric womb also known as „the lower heart“ and they also came through this portal.
The womb is a portal, a bridge to land the souls here on earth.
What makes my heart ache is the pain, wound and trauma which the womb carries.
What makes my heart ache is to see the women, men and non binary being so distant towards this portal.
What makes my heart ache is to see how we keep our minds busy and escape into all other the same topics instead of connecting to our lower self, our lower cosmic chakras, our womb, sakral and root chakra.
HEAL THE WOMEN AND THE CHILDREN SHALL BE SAFE.
To heal from what?
I personally can share what I learned on my journey through the last 10 years of intense healing work and also what I met within my clients.
The abuse, repression, violence towards women.
Attention Domestic Violence Awareness!
As my own childhood was quite unpleasant I witnessed the suffering of my mother and my own through the domestic violence experience.
For almost 17 years of my life, I experienced almost on a daily basis abuse towards the feminine.
Emotional, mental, physical abuse. Which left me and my mother with tremendous ptsd.
For a long time I was stuck in the victim mode and survival mode. But what took me almost another decade to realize is that because I saw this violence happening towards women, also my feminine essence and sexuality was abused. And this pain was easier to deny, until my body was screaming and I had to listen. The shadows were hunting me. Anxiety, Depression, Insomnia, Eating Disorders and other symptoms used to be the symptoms of my crippled, wounded feminine.
10 years of intense healing work to be able to feel myself.
While I write these words my eyes fill with tears. I know that I am not alone…
And I want to tell you:
YOU ARE NOT ALONE! There is so many of us….
Already one is too much….But here we are. Mostly silent and distant, dancing with our demons alone, repressing the pain or dealing it by our selves. I am sharing my heart and my story, so you feel safe to look at yours or even share yours.
I don’t want to trigger too much trauma as you read this words, but please… you are invited to share it with women who would benefit from this words.
You are not alone, I stand in solidarity with all survivors of any sort of abuse no matter if it is emotional, physical, mental, sexual, male, female, transgender etc.
And I really hope it was not you, while you read this, but maybe it was someone you know or in your lineage. No matter what comes up I hope you understand that I speak about this topic for the collective.
Mother Gaia just speaks to me and she asks to heal your womb. To heal the earth. You are her child. And she wants to help you transmute your pain and karma. The Pain which we carry for our ancestors, the pain which we carry for our sisters and brothers.
When you heal yourself, you help everyone else healing. When you heal yourself you heal the earth……and we desperately need it.
Right now the earth is crying for our help. Her feminine essence wants to rise and is ready to rise, once we are ready to rise!
Much Love, Lexy
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